


iDidn't Save You

by Milli2011



Category: iCarly
Genre: Tragedy
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-05-20
Updated: 2012-05-20
Packaged: 2013-06-11 11:49:17
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 540
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8134504/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2913887/Milli2011
Summary: "She couldn't live with her guilt any more & couldn't live without Freddie. Sam was now caught in the hands of fate & when morning comes it would be too late..."...Implied Suicide BE WARNED...Seddie





	iDidn't Save You

**A.N- Hey guys, sorry it has been a while since I've written something. I came up with this when I watched the episode "iSaved Your Life" with my cousin. This short one-shot idea is in the aftermath of that. Freddie saved Sam (not Carly) & he died with extensive injuries (sorry folks!) Rated T for mentions of Suicide- Please be warned! I accept reviews & criticism (constructive)- please be nice for this is my first iCarly fic! And I know the ending sucks for I couldn't think of a way to finish (sorry!)**

**Disclaimer: As always I do not own anything (apart from my ideas). ICarly characters are owned by Nickelodeon & the song "Concrete Angel" is by Martina McBride. Enjoy...**

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"iDidn't Save You"

Samantha Faye Michelle Puckett stood in front of the mirror in the living room of the Shay household. The way she was feeling she didn't want to be near her mum so she decided to stay with Carly & her brother Spencer. That way she could avoid the wrath of Mrs Benson as well. Sam just wanted to get back into bed & pretend that she was just dreaming, that Freddie was still alive & everything was the way it always was. Instead she stood there staring at her reflection, wearing the same dress she wore yesterday, not that she really cared about that.

"You okay Sam?" Carly asked as she came down the stairs & began to take out ingredients to make dinner.

Sam nodded & quickly wiped the tear stains off her cheeks. It wasn't often that Sam would admit that she'd been crying. Yes, Samantha Puckett had finally cracked & realised that as much as she taunted Freddork, she still loved him all the same. Nobody knew what she was holding back, nobody could see the pain behind the mask. Bearing the burden of her guilt, Sam swallowed hard. When dinner was served Carly, Sam & Spencer quietly ate around the table. Carly gave a worrying glance to her brother when they noticed the marks on Sam's arms. Spencer wondered but with Sam in such a fragile state he didn't want to ask. Self-consciously Sam put on her cream jacket to hide the marks.

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Later that night, as with every night since Freddie died, Sam would go down to the living room when the lights were out. She'd sit on the sofa & cry herself to sleep knowing that Carly & Spencer were asleep so they wouldn't hear her. That night was different though. She couldn't live with her guilt any more & couldn't live without Freddie. Sam was now caught in the hands of fate & when morning comes it would be too late...

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A gravestone stood shaded by a willow tree. Two names were written on the polished rock:

_Fredward "Freddie" Nathan Benson_

_1992- 2012_

_Samantha Faye Michelle Puckett_

_1992- 2012_

"_The Broken Hearts The World Forgot"_

As much as it hurt for Carly to be stood there at the grave of her two best friends, she knew that they both now had the wings to fly to the place where they are loved. Carly had to stay & look after Spencer but she hoped she would see them again...soon.


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